Have you ever fell in love and got your heart broken by someone you were never with?
Hey bae 😍
Me when I’m upstairs and hear either Seth’s, Dean’s or Roman’s theme music come on…
well except for the explosion part but ya.
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- *If accepted, I'll ask for your number*
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- I'll love you forever if you do this.
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I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I consistently mess up and ruin things all the time. I miss you. I need you. I want you. I wanted you when you first came, and I want you now you’ve left. I’ll always want you. You’ve got me literally soul woven on you. I can’t sleep because I know I’m not okay, I’m not okay without you. I’m a wreck. I spend hours a day just sitting there sometimes, in the dark, by myself, in the silence, to do the worst thing possible. Think. I think way too much. I always think about you. Always always always. It’s all I ever have done since we first knew each other back then. Back then. Back then was great. I met you. You came to me and it was like an angels message from heaven or whatever you want to call it. You just came one day and dropped your bags. But now, because of me, you’ve picked them up again and left. We promised forever. I did, you did. We both promised we’d never leave. Remember? I ruined that. I ruined it all and now I don’t have it I’ve never wanted you more. As the days go by the lust for you grows and soon I’ll just be filled to the brim with you. Just you. Memories and kisses drenching my brain. Sadness I created is getting me down. I can’t just forget you, or us. It was a gift. A blessing to know you, and kiss you, and hug you, and love you. Why can’t I do that anymore? It makes me sad. I don’t cry. I don’t cry because I can’t. You wouldn’t want that and I don’t want to grieve. Even though I am already making it worse doesn’t help. I’m always thinking about you. When sad music comes on, I spend the whole song listening and creating images in my head of us. I miss us. I miss our future. We never had a future but to know I won’t get one with you is painful. I don’t know how you’re feeling. Maybe I don’t want to. Maybe it’s worse. Maybe it isn’t. Maybe I don’t even know how I feel. Or maybe feeling is too much. But, I always feel things. You know the horrible me well enough to know that when I feel things I say them and that’s the reason we’re not together anymore. My fault. I want it more than anything. I want it all back. It’s hard to see you when I should be next to you. Like I always have wanted to. I always will want to. You’re so special to me. And there are little things about me that prevent us. I want them to leave because you did and it wasn’t nice. You were not my problem. These things about me are and the problem I face now is facing you and staying strong. It’s hard to keep yourself built when you just want to collapse on everything. I just want to sleep. But I know that with you reality will be better than my sleep. I want you to give me something to look forward to again. Like you used to. Like we were. The past is the past but I can’t just forget it ever happened. So much happened in it that I can’t not remember. I remember you. I also remember every mistake I made. Everyone. Every argument I caused to make you slip away even more. Away from me. You were scared you’d push me away but I’ve given you no choice. I made you. That was my doing. That’s the worst thing I’ve ever done in my entire life. Do you still love me? Or miss me? Or want me back? Or feel the same as I do? I’m always wondering. Urgh. I really don’t care about anything else but you. Every other little thing that made me mad or upset or frustrated doesn’t matter. It’s so insignificant that it doesn’t bother a single cell in my body. Not anymore. The only thing that bothers me is that you’re not here. You’re not with me. I’m so lost. I can’t feel happy or excited or determined or even adventurous to do anything. Everywhere I go I can hear and see happy people. I wish I could make you happy. Your happiness is my happiness and even though I didn’t give you much of it, I would spend nights on wishing I knew how and still do today. I don’t want to be friends. I don’t want to be in a place where we’re better off as friends or even strangers. I want to be so close to you sometimes that our hearts beat at the same time. I wish I could have you. I used to. Can you believe it? I enjoyed it all. I’m so sorry you never. I’m clingy and loud and embarrassing but my heart beats and screams louder than all of that for you. I knew what I had, and now I don’t I wish I knew more. Did more. Learn more. I don’t want to be like this. I don’t want to fade from your mind. I don’t want you to fade from mine. I’m so sorry. I want us again. I want it so bad. I love you. It feels like you’re a million miles away and every step I take I push you further and further. Like you’re out of my reach. Come back. Please come back. I’m lost at sea with nothing but you drifting me. I’m drifting in the wrong direction because I want to be with you. I want to be with you so bad. So so so bad. I was, and I wasted it. But I still want you because you make me happy. You are my happiness, all of it. You define me. You carve me. You found me. Do it again. Us is nothing, it used to be so much. I’m hoping that one day we’ll try again and better days will come. Because my best days were with you. I’m left with memories and they leave me hanging all the time. I want to revisit them again. Every late night we spent talking and sharing and learning and laughing and I was always hoping. Please. Please don’t leave me for real. We may not be together but I can see us together again. It’s my only wish. If I had a jenie in a lantern and he granted me three wishes, I’d wish for you three times. I feel empty and only you can fill me up again. I’m sorry I broke things. I’m sorry I hurt you, and made you cry, and made you leave. I want to do the opposite of them all. I’m sorry I gave you nothing to look forward to. I’m still crazy about you. I’m so crazy. I’m not fine, it’s not fine, we’re not fine. I guess it’s whatever is best for you. But I miss you like an idiot misses the point. Or a bad aim misses the target. Or a late person misses the bus. Or a late clock misses the right time. I miss you. And I always will
This guy wants to be mad but can’t
ok so I lost 45 pounds over the course of 3 and a half months and I couldn’t be any happier! I am so thankful my best friend recommended this natural cleanse. I’ll be updating more progress pictures soon! talk about a #transformationtuesday
omg congrats! I just started using this cleanse 5 days ago and I can feel the changes in my mood and energy already!
you guys inspired me, I just got a free bottle from the website, wish me luck!
so I saw that they were doing a promotional sale and they were giving a bottle for free so I gave it a try. I swear i can feel the difference after a week already. They are still giving free bottles, so why not give it a try?
Do you people not understand that free means you don’t have to pay they are asking for almost $5 you know what fuck loosing weight with that $5 I’m going to but me a footlong sub
Hi friends this is a little reminder to charge your phone, take your meds, drink enough water, get enough sleep, and listen to lots of music!! Your well-being and happiness is of utmost importance and I hope you take time to take care of yourself.
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